You know the expression “so mad I could spit nails”?

Well, I’m there.

The day started fine, I got a call from the doctors office, the X-Ray was fine, just a sprain, keep doing my exercises and get the recommended brace and I will be fine. I will have to do the exercises for about six months, no running until it feels right and wear the brace when I’m doing a run or series ou walk. Going to get one tomorrow, well two, one for mud runs and one for everything else! Kind of like my running shoes and smart feet.

I went to work, seemed to go well, made a new friend in the new trainer, we went to lunch and got to know each other.

So, there are a few reasons I am grrrrr….the laptop they gave me is…it’s running Windows XP, I didn’t know they made those anymore! Well, it runs alright for about ten minutes, then locks up or freezes and then crashes the internet, a little frustrating, I have been told I should be be getting a new one soon, that’s something.

Next, I am not 100% prepared to talk about because you don’t know who is reading your posts, but I am just so frustrated. For those of you who know me know that I can get along with just about anyone. I am also laid back and it takes a lot to get me really steamed so you may have guessed, I’m there.

I am a libra and I fit a lot of the libra qualities, one thing is being balanced (apparently I’m also supposed to be decisive and washy washy, huh?) well, being balanced, I can work with anyone, if you have a stressed out person, I will help de-stress, help them cope; a hyper person, I will calm them down (I know some of you have a hard time believing this one!); a laid back, possibly lazy person, I wake them up.

I think I’m pretty agreeable, well at least that’s what I told myself and I agreed, ha ha, sorry, couldn’t resist! I am also very confident in my abilities, if I know something, I know it, if I don’t, I can wing it, but I will ask for help until I do get it so the next time, I’m spot on. Just like everyone, I don’t like to be questioned on everything. Check with me, see if I know it or have questions, but do it in such a what is nurturing, not condescending.

Certain people seem happy with me, others, I don’t know what I did.

Ok I really want to say more, but I’m not going to, I need to stew a bit, then get over it, and tomorrow have a renewed attitude and a positive outlook and be myself and hopefully not let this get to me again. Wish me luck and send me a hug!