to blog or not to blog… is that a question? i have been contemplating for a long time about starting a blog, everyone seems to be doing it… write a blog, he’s a blogger, she’s a blogger, wouldn’t you like to be a blogger too? am i too stereotypical? I don’t know, or should I say, I don’t care?

I really have been contemplating writing/starting a blog for a long time and then question was, what do I write about? Apparently I’m a good writer, I mean, I know I’m a good writer, but it’s nice to have it validated by others, isn’t that always the way with everything? I wrote a New Years letter, a “welcome to 2010” as it were and I’ve gotten a few compliments on it, unsolicited even, that makes it all worthwhile. My dad just called to say two people told him they received it and were impressed, let’s see what he has to say when he gets his. wow, that sounded ominous, when he gets his! I’ll get you my pretty and your little dog too, muwahahah. am i weird or what? well, this is my blog and I can say what i want. I wonder if anyone will actually read this or will this just be the wamblings of a weirdo? I don’t know, is it bad that I am cracking myself up as I sit here and read what I have just written?

I guess I just really need an outlet, I don’t go to therapy anymore, that made me laugh. I was remembering the movie “While You Were Sleeping” when Glynnis Johns’ character says, about getting some more wine, “I don’t drink anymore, but I don’t drink any less either”. Maybe I’ll go home and watch that movie, I get inspired to watch certain movies sometimes.

Speaking of watching movies, see, wild tangent… When I try to program the dvd player, naming the movies that are in there, over 200, as i hit play i want to watch each one as it starts, if i did that i would never get through my task.

So, back to needing an outlet, speaking of outlets, my laptop battery is low… This might be just the place for me to vent, whine, bitch, complain, shout, explain, just get things off my chest that i might not be able to anywhere else. i am sure some people are tired of me, they think i’m goofy, and i am. and i like myself this way!

Ok, so i am going to blog and just speak my mind and if anyone is out there reading this, i hope you enjoy it. if you don’t, that’s ok too. that’s the great thing about opinions, right?